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so i was counting out change for the pizza that my brother and i just ordered and i realized i was 10 cents short from having the exact change i needed.
so i was like fuck it and walked barefoot into the other room.
then i realized i had a dime stuck to the bottom of my foot.
a-fucking-mazing.
k.thankyou.
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| cccooooooooooooooooooooooooolllllllllllllllllll. trailers!!! |
[17 Oct 2005|08:25pm] |
so six flags was awesome. the hotel was awesome. the haunted house was awesome.
so i've NEVER asked for a day off from work at wells fargo, and today for the first time ever i asked for 3 days off in november (which is clearly like a month away) so adam and i can go to chicago for flower 15.
and of the three days i asked for off they only OK'd the wednesday.
if i ask off for wednesday, thursday and friday why the hell would they just give me wednesday?
my family engagement out of town CLEARY requires me to be gone all 3 days.
idiots!
right now i'm bored and my feet really stink.
i would say i'm at my prime.
getting lost is fun when you find a halloween store with slutty costumes.
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| hellooooo i'm a car. gas.o.line.makes.me.run. back seat. trunk space. |
[13 Oct 2005|08:58pm] |
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no, i didn't die.
i always say that i don't know how to start journal entries but this time, i'm so serious. awwkkwaarrddd.
so my life is so repetitive. i'm like a zombie. i go to work, go on a smoke break, work, take a lunch if i'm lucky, work, smoke again, work some more and go home at the end of the day feeling sick. i'm home alone a lot and i feel really unsettled in my house even though it is my home. i've been seeing less of adam than i'd like to lately because of his newfound 2nd job and all of my overtime at work. (the cross-trained me to work for the other half of the receiving deparment mostly just because i'm fast and they want someone they can take advantage of who will work ridiculous amounts of overtime for the money.) i'll probably never get hired on full-time because they don't like how i dress regardless of whether i'm in dress code or not. i've come to mostly accept that without being too bitter. i keep applying. i guess that's all i can do. not only do they check all of the times i use my badge to get in/out of the building to monitor how long my breaks and lunches are, they also monitor how long every phone call i make or receive is. pretty awesome, if you ask me.
i'm in looovveee. and it's never going to go away.
i had my first gynocologist appointment the other day. i think that officially makes me a woman?
i'm on the shot. yay for birth control. if i gain weight on it though i'll be unhappy. on top of the visible 8 pounds i've already gained for no apparent reason other than boredom over the past few months, it's pretty unwanted.
i really don't hang out with anyone anymore. let alone go to shows.
all of the "friends" i used to have like adam better than me now anyway. and rightfully so, i suppose.
"fun" just isn't fun for me when you're with the wrong people and you know it. call me crazy.
i'm over it.
i miss my life before "my life as i knew it last year". i miss maddy. i miss joleen.
adam, kristin, ross (kristins boyfriend) and i are going to hayrack rides and st.louis/sixflags this weekend.
i can't wait.
boring boring entry. but at least i'm back. kind of.
334165123
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regretting this entry.
now.
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| she said she wants to meet a boy who's like elvis... |
[09 May 2005|09:43pm] |
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the new rocket summer again because it's good. |
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my new job is so freaking hhaarrrdddd.
but i'm getting better.
and making a lot of money doing it.
i will be able to pay my ticket off by the time i need to and still have lots of money.
and i'll have insurance and my car back by early next week.
and i get paid a pack of cigarettes a day to smoke cigarettes.
if you think about it, and stuff.
not to mention, i have time to get jimmy johns *and* go tanning on my lunch break.
yeeessssss.
and you're right, livejournals *do* mostly have to do with vanity.
but if you were this happy [about everyyytthhiinngg] you'd want everyone to know, too.
there ain't nothing like shaving your legs, plucking your eyebrows and painting your nails on a monday night.
my bed is not the community bed, k thx.
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| and no, i am not into the idea of living without you. |
[03 May 2005|04:38pm] |
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the rocket summer-hello, good friend |
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i start my new job at wells fargo tomorrow.
i work 40 hours a week.
and i make more than your mom.
k thx.
the new rocket summer will kick your little ass.
I GET TO SEE PEDRO THE LION TONIGHT!!!!
and no, i am not into the idea of living without you.
i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[21 Apr 2005|01:11am] |
beautifuldsastr: remember that one time at that party at my apt. when we kept sneaking away and putting mustard in lunch meat and eating them?
socialistretard: yess
socialistretard: good thing we were sneaky
socialistretard: people would ask for some
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| forever has to end somewhere, don't you think? |
[18 Apr 2005|11:26pm] |
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i love my life. i'm so happy. |
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aqueduct. heck yes! |
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i guess i'll make a real update cause i've already taken two naps today and i'll be up all night.
it's the least i could do, really.
this weekend was really completely and utterly amazing.
friday night was the midnight fall/hidden in plain view show.
and i like to scream. and i'm good at it.
then we went to denny's and learned about the koerner family schlong.
and then to a party at ian's friends house where i got to hang out with the olivers.
and i love them so much.
saturday was thrift shopping all day and joleen, kristin and i got some sweet high heels.
1/2 off at the salvation army, whats up.
joleen got her tattoo, it's way hot and way huge.
then we went out to dinner with my boo and had the cheddars challenge.
and he dominates.
and we went to the vu! and it was amazing.
then we had DANCE PARTY 2K5 [part:deux] and it was, of course, wonderful.
all of the coolest people come to our parties, and we're so lucky.
and i got to hang out with mitch! and JES! and a whole lot of other people who i missed and love a lot.
and we danced. and it's mostly because of sara oliver and how amazing she is.
then i went to bed and on sunday!
i fed the ducks with my boo. and we had a cookout with my baby brother, sister, paul and rick.
and i watched them skateboard and i tore up some cartwheeling skills.
do you get cap'n crunch in bed?
be jealous of me because what i have is *so* amazing.
my amazing purse will be on it's way so soon.
i have court for a no-insurance ticket in 2 days and i don't have insurance still.
buaha, hello $500 fine.
no more forcefully forcing bread.
i.
love.
you.
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volcano, i'm still excited! - joe jaxon |
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we're the fab 4 and we rock your world.
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[17 Apr 2005|04:34pm] |
happy birthday erik michael hartley. i love you a lot lot lot lot.
um, hello!!! WE HAVE THE BEST DANCE PARTIES EVER!!!!!
you should be jealous if you didn't come because it was tore up.
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| i'm not a 2 finger kind of girl. |
[12 Apr 2005|09:11pm] |
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i have spent way too much time on livejournal/myspace today.
buutt, to my defense! my myspace is pimp now. thx.
i hate the rain. i haven't even left my house yet today.
but i did bake cupcakes.
at least this weekend should be tiiigghhhtttt.
the fab 4 in it's whole gorgeous glory.
midnight fall + hidden in plain view.
[ps. if you don't go to that i'ma slit your throat.]
cookout, whats up.
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[10 Apr 2005|12:14am] |
WE LOVE BUZZ LIGHTYEAR.
[and so does kristin but she can't keep her eyes open for one eff'ing picture.]
( ps. monroe. )
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[02 Apr 2005|04:26pm] |
we *so* have the most amazing parties.
for real.
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| she's a power girl in a 90's world and she knows just what to do. |
[29 Mar 2005|11:16pm] |
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i love the spice girls and the fab 4. |
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ohh god i hate livejournal and i swear if i had *anything* else to do at 11:16 on a tuesday night i'd be doing it and not this.
party #1 in our new house was rather successful.
there was alcohol, drugs, plenty of cigarettes, lots of people [some naked!], sexin', dancing and passing out.
and our neighbors already hate us because there were "too many people parked on the street" on saturday night.
whatev, bitches.
party #2 should be more successful than party #1 and it's taking place this friday night.
you know about it if you should.
my birthday is in, like, 5 days. and i'm excited.
i miss my boo. and i will pout about it if i want to.
my brother had, like, ten fifteen-year-old boys here last night and the majority of them were intoxicated/high.
what. the. fuck?
i keep getting texts and phone calls on my trac phone but i can't read them or answer because i'm out of minutes.
house phone, people!!
i love janie early-boosinger because got me 6 months worth of free tampons.
ps. i have a crush on tyler bradford and i don't care if he's 15, he's totally hot.
this house is still big and scary and unfamiliar when there aren't 25 other people in it.
( because all the little scene whores are doing it. )
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| dance party [plus destruction.] dance party [plus corruption.] |
[03 Mar 2005|09:56am] |
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DANCE PARTY MUSIC!!!! |
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DANCE PARTY 2K5!
friday night. our apartment. whores galore.
if you aren't ready to dance like it's [spring break 2003!]-you're not welcome.
be there or be a homoeroticfaggotcocksucker.
it's, like, the social event of the year.
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[22 Feb 2005|09:39pm] |
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faggots.
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| cheap cheap, fun fun. |
[01 Feb 2005|05:10pm] |
my list.
-this is going to be a generic update.
-don't be jealous because my $1.00 walmart watch is cooler than yours.
-i love going to shows alone and never having to stand alone.
-i had to redye my hair because my hair is incapable of holding color due to overprocessing and whatnot. it's dark now. but still rreeeddddd.
-i have 5 W-2 forms to wait for before i can file my taxes. cute instability.
-i sleep better with you, not without you.
that's all because talk is cheap. and journals are cheaper.
...finally. [heart]
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| it's, like, *the* social event of the year. |
[24 Jan 2005|09:24pm] |
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adam and ricks video game. |
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so, first and foremost. ( click me, cowgirls[!!] )
i'm coming to terms with the fact that no matter what/who i do [or don't do!], springfield scenesters *still* feel it necessary to talk about my [sex] life.
no thank you for that.
if you're going to talk about something, at least talk about something *cool*, like how there's most likely a warrant out for my arrest right now.
it sounds a whole lot cooler than it really is, i promise.
i wish you could all see how much i have changed[not changed.]
in light of recent financial events, i am currently *so* unreachable.
i'm so sorry and so not sorry for that depending on who you are.
i might have it back this friday, if not..it'll be another 2 weeks.
let's get crunk.
i miss the mitch crew.
also, *we* apparently have the "detectives" surveying my apartment area.
[???]
the highlight of my day as of yet was peeling outdated band stickers off of my 14 year old car with kitchen utensils.
oh, and i dyed my hair.
who's the coolest eff'ing red head you know?
bitch. es.
i think i've got it all covered.
oh, and i hate your deadline. <3
it's not a balance-it's a teeter-totter.
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| dance party + destruction. dance party + corruption. |
[17 Jan 2005|11:03pm] |
this is a retarded pointless update because i can. bitches.
gas station run!!!
dr pepper! salt and vinegar chips! ice cream snickers bar! stat.
my hair is unstraightened.
i have on *no* makeup.
i'm drinking out of a halloween cup.
i might not ever be this happy again.
thanks.
<3
here.
( old school ) for the fun of it.
HAHA. brandon uses my photobucket, giving me access to incriminating photos.
like this one!
and this one!
faggot.
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